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Thursday, September 22, 2005


Bah so many people to hate so little time....why cant i take that part of my brain that loves out so i dont end up hurting myself agian and agian i mean 13 in a row that some fucking record

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

3:42AM - BAd stuff

I just found out that the woman i was with for 4 months used me for sex and my muscles for 4 months...i loved her she didnt love me it hurts to be used for 4 months just for my body i wish i didnt love her still but i do and she just wanted a good fuck oh well i guess ill just stay alone for another 2 years and see how it goes

Thursday, August 11, 2005


To any of you who still read this fucking get off lj and do someting please this shit is lame now im gonna delete my acc later........................................................................

Saturday, July 30, 2005


Well i ust got done talking to jaime if you know me you know the story well i guess she to has been thinking of me alot and she has a delima of either me or her shit fuck ex karl so ill let her decide and ill ust see wat happens i know she will make the rigt choice w/e that choixce is she knows i still love her and she still loves me but if she chooses him ill just have to say fuck it oh well maybe ill find love agian in her or maybe another oh well time will tell but from this moment on i am gonna start jogging and working out everyday i need my muscle back in full oh well...

i love you guys you know who you are...

Tuesday, July 26, 2005


Hey guys well im single agian for who knows how long...i hope not to long agian or ill just go insane i hate being alone oh well. So i got on my comp and looked around and i see all of tis stuff that aime made me has drawn for me sent me ...it made me cry i miss er agian ... and its all my fault if i wasnt so much like myself id be ok but im fucked because as me and jake have come up with te test should say "my names arne" and then they would say "go fuck yourself" but hey well i got a job wit jake and tony so thats good
i hope that girl is cute or ill be a lil mad lol jake knows....well guys im gonan go cry somemore and wish i wasnt a fucking loser as idiot whos fucks everyting up all the time...laters...

Saturday, June 18, 2005


Oh yeah my b-day was monday im 19 now woot?

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

3:25PM - Hello

Well its been along time and well me and jaime are doing good 2 months now i dont know why but i cant get over this feeling of id be better of dead i mean being with her is great i lvoe her to death but theres just a pit in me i cant fill and it feels like it grows everyday with more love comes mroe sorrow and it hurts likr while im righting this i feel as though i should kill myself to end this feeling but i dont wana let jaime down and i am afraid of what lies beond death if there is anything after we dont know and may never know but theres a pit that grows from each kiss each hug each time we make love it just hurs because it wont stop and i have no soultion in mind except death why cant i make love feel that good when im not around her it just sucks oh well i guess ill find out someday maybe never but hey no one cares but me.

Monday, February 28, 2005

5:26PM - No sleep

well hello everyone who doestn read this crap. well im in love with jaime i havent ever felt this good about anything in my life she is the best thing to ever happen to me i met her 3 years ago 2 and a half years later we meet agian and it was magic i would go on but no-one wants me to


You Are 30% Left Brained, 70% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

8:53PM - Love is the best

Well im in love it feels great i have never been this hapy before.

Thursday, January 20, 2005


You Have A Type A- Personality


You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Tuesday, December 28, 2004


Ok does anyone read this? because if you do post something like "shut up your dumb" or "you are stupid"

Monday, December 27, 2004


Oh and i can officaly say ive been single for atleast 2 years Argh....isnt life a bitch but hey i have nothing positive to say sept i got to see jake and that made me very happy mich is so freaking adorable but i think he thinks im ugly cuz he looked at me and puked...

Current mood: lonely


Well x-mas was ok i got that Ds thinga got a candle holder with kitties on it druid style lol and um remington titanium thing i dont understand it yet but i will once im not lazy or busy got to kix an old dudes dvd/vcr/tv/cable setup but hey it sucked lol $20/60cents ask and ill tell you what it ment oh and i yeah im tired


You Are Creepy


Serial killers would run away from you in a flash.

How scary are you?

Thursday, December 9, 2004


Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

4:14AM - Yeah...

No smoking around AmukaNijam. Thankyou for your co-operation.


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Wednesday, December 1, 2004


How Good are you at Certain Things?
Favorite Color
Sex - 84%
Romance - 38%
Self - Control - 31%
Kissing - 29%
Cuddling - 89%
Kinkiness - 65%
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Monday, November 29, 2004


You scored as Buddhist. You are a Buddhist
You basically get lost in the sea of conflicting ideas as your mind hasn't been developed to discern truth from halftruth. You entertain many philosophical ideas that don't apply to your daily life or actually fulfill you in any way. Maybe you didn't have a strong background of faith and morality growing up, which is why you have basically no convictions whatsoever. Follow your heart, it will guide you to the obvious truth and its simplicity will astonish you. Tarot cards, astrology, and witchcraft will be a temptation for you. Be careful.














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Monday, October 25, 2004


Sup all just liek to say i wont be posting for awhile cuz this shit is old and lame

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